You (2020) came like a thunderstorm violently disturbed and caused massive destruction in the beginning. No matter how inauspicious your arrival was, the lessons, you taught me was precious. I am grateful that I survived the entire year.
I remembered, myself during this time in 2019, preparing the bucket list and listing all the new habits I will try from January 1, 2020, but it never happened because things don't generally go the way we want them to.
And for the very first time in my life, I am not planning my next year because you taught me to embrace the uncertainty.
But despite this, I started my blog, learned new skills, watched good movies, read a few books and explored myself. Also, I need to make myself a little flexible. I learned to stop giving a fuck to everything. I learned the importance of socializing.
I learned to go for tough things because they will extract the best potential out of you. I also learned that if you are dependent on someone, you will get disrespected.
So, as this year ends, I promise myself to keep learning and be consistent. I promise that I will make myself a topmost priority and will not let the world tear me apart.
I have seen a lot of betrayal since 2018. Each one of them broke me into pieces and changed me forever. It's difficult to hide those deep scars. But enough of me complaining, its high time I should let it go.
Finally, I am ending this year writing this blog one of the things I started this year. My entire 2020 experience was like the double-edged sword with some more wounds and internal healing.
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